Hirarki pria dan cintanya.

Hirarki yang pertama kalian awali dengan perhatian yang melimpah
lalu kalian ucapkan kata-kata manis dari lidah kalian yang seperti pisau berkarat
sehingga kami pun luluh dikaki kalian, mungkin saat itu kalian merasa berada diatas surga
tapi tidak dengan kami, kami merasakan kita berada disatu tempat yang sama.

Hirarki kedua kalian bersandiwara seakan-akan hanya kami
lalu kalian berikan kami sentuhan yang lembut kasih dengan tangan kalian yang seperti tumbuhan merambat
sehingga kami dibuat seperti milik kalian seutuhnya, mungkin saat itu kalian merasakan kepuasan
tapi tidak dengan kami, kami merasakan kasih sayang yang tulus.

Hirarki ketiga kalian bertingkah seperti kalian, seakan-akan kami masih buta oleh kalian
lalu kalian ucapkan kata-kata berkarat
sehingga kami pun terhenyak, mungkin saat itu kalian merasa kami mulai belajar menerima kalian
tapi tidak dengan kami, kami merasakan keheningan didalam hati dan hanya berpikir

Hirarki keempat kalian seperti monster dari alam lain, seakan-akan kita tidak pernah berjumpa sebelumnya
lalu kalian sentuh kami dengan kekuatan
sehingga kami mulai merasakan sentuhan lembut tangan Tuhan, mungkin saat itu kalian sedang merasakan getaran lainnya
tapi tidak dengan kami, kami merasakan tetap anda yang mengisi

Dan selanjutnya kalian kembali lagi ke hirarki pertama...dan seterusnya sampai anda jatuh dan merasa....
Kami pun kembali ke hirarki pertama..dan seterusnya sampai kami lelah dan teriak...

source : velia avtina

1st weekend of 4th semester.

hi there. longtime no see. i know u miss me already.haha
well, many things happen and i've been so busy lately. i've just started my 4th semester in my college, officially one week, and i already got a lot of tasks to do. great.
i need sponsorship for my teatro performance, anyone interested or have any network i could call? =)
mmm.. i think i wouldnt write anything here for some time, please be patient to wait for my write. i'll write soon! i promise. =)
many things to share actually. hihi
today i will go to apui's birthday dinner. hopefully i can meet tere there. i miss her so much already. =D
so this weekend i wont have any date, but i have a ladies time! wohooo.
cant wait for tonight. =))

cool optical illussion

source : http://terselubung.blogspot.com/2010/02/optical-illusion-yang-keren.html

10 greatest invention (rozelina's version)

1. electricity : can't you imagine how can we live without electricity? NO lamp, NO internet, NO TV, NO mobile phone, and many other NOs. oh NOOOOO!

2. internet : world in a click away? yeah,it's internet! assignments, assessments, questions, social networks, blogging, etc. Things are much simpler with internet.

3. adobe : includes all kind of adobe. surely it's like a touch of magic!

4. wireless : don't u think it's such a great idea? i love it so much. much simpler, no wire.

5. camera : they say "a picture can tells more than words" and i think that's true. Picture is the only way to make a moment stays forever. and camera take it.

6. fax & telegraph : i still can't stop thinking how come people send a page of paper into another people in the other place, only by using wires. it is so amazing, isn't it?

7. microwave : how come you warm something (or even cook it) without worry about it burnt if you put it there too long. it's so cool i think!

8. surgery : any kind of surgery that give hopes to those who needed. it sounds so great. even failed is possible, but at least they have hopes. thanks God for this medical improvement. (beauty surgery for commercial is not included)

9. make up : i love it so much even i use them rarely. very rarely i guess.hehe. but i think it's such a great things that can emphasize your beauty and cover your less. make you look so gorgeous! =D

10. the last yet the greatest of all, PRAYER : this is the MOST AMAZING of all. can you imagine, just by praying in your heart, the-BIG-DADDY-above can hear your voice very clearly and the effect is so fast. (calm you down, strengthen you, etc. anything you need.)

this is why i love advertising. =)

365 picts for 365 days

hello. hello. hello.
after infected by don't-have-any-idea-what-to-write-in-my-blog disease, now i come up with an idea that quite interesting. hihi
mmm.. after i see my friend doing a 365 photoshots for 365 days (it's for a competition), i think it's quite interesting. and i want to make it too. even not for a competition, but dont u wonder if next year you'll see ur picts during last year and when u see the picts, they will tell u your story.
well i agree that a pict tells a lot of story.
so i will pick a pict for each day.
the pict must be about my life that day.
mmm.. maybe will be started by next week.
and i would like to make a special page and upload them there so u all may see them.
doakan saya supaya semangatnya ga anget-anget-tayik-ayam yah!hihihi =)

quote lagi quote lagi.part 2

Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore.

You asked me what was wrong,I smiled and said nothing,when you turned around and a tear came down & I whispered to myself... everything is.

You know you love someone when the mere thought of losing them brings you to tears.

Life and love is kinda funny some time cause the guys we want are so hard to get, but the ones that we dont want are so hard to get rid of.

I don't know which is worse, loving someone knowing its going to cause you pain or being in pain because you can't love someone.

You are terrified of being alone... and all the while your best friend is knocking outside.

Sometimes the one love you can't get over is the one love you never really had.

If your wish does not come true then something better was meant for you.

You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only "choice" you have.

It's not telling you how I feel that scares me it's what you'll say back.

Should I smile cause were friends, or should I cry cause that's all well ever gonna be.

I sit here and wonder if you'll ever understand just how much of me belongs to you.

Good-bye's make you think. They make you realize what you've had and what you've lost, and what you've taken for granted.

Hug me when I'm there, miss me when I'm not, kiss me every day, and love me for all eternity.

If home is where the heart is, then wherever you are, that's my home.

don't cry for what have been done,cry cause you can do nothing.

If my heart had wings I would fly to you and lie beside you as you dream. - Faith Hill

When I first saw you I was afraid to talk to you. When I first talked to you I was afraid to like you. When I first liked you I was afraid to love you.Now that I love you I'm afraid to loss you.

When the angels ask what I loved most about life, I'll say you.

If you truely love someone, you'll forgive the unforgivable.

There are moments in my life that I'll always remember, not because they were important, but because you were there.


I look at him as a friend, then I realized I loved him.

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control.

Love is... giving someone the ability to destroy your heart... but trusting them not too.

No matter how ugly you think you are, that special person that loves you believes you are the most beautiful and irresistible thing on earth and nothing can ever change that.

Love doesn't make things easier... just worth it.

Sometimes, when you imagine a perfect guy, you realize you've described a person you've known forever.

I do believe that God above, created you for me to love, He picked you out among the rest, because He knows I'd love you best!

Its weird how sometimes things just have to happen to see how you actually feel about someone.