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Been longing to write a post but got no time and too busy enjoying life. :p
There's a thought that bring me urge to be back here. I'm getting married in (more or less) two months. Trying to be chill, but I can't. I just can't. lol
Wedding (not marriage, those are two very different things) is a ceremonial symbol of the union of two families. Two families consists of many many may heads, which turn out to be many many many thoughts and requests. Sometimes I get upset, pissed, or defenseless. But I also excited to begin the new chapter of my life our lives. :))

In time like this, I'd like to take myself back, thinking about things I love, remind myself to thank God that I met a man of my life, who's willing to fight just to see my smile (awwww... how sweet is that. And he's literally doing it. I know how lucky I am!). Nothing else more important than this. 

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WE FOUND LOVE IN A HOPELESS PLACE
We literally do. I knew he's the one from the first sight. No, I'm kidding. I never knew that he will be this important to me. He was the most nerdy guy in the office, I was a part timer marketing. Long story short, we ended up to work in the same room. But I was still with another guy, and he was still with another girl. 

I fell for his kindness and humility. Never met a guy like this before. He is so unselfish and seems enjoy what he's doing. In one rainy day, I was sick, and he took me home. That's when the chat began. After that day, he took me and my friends to go home once in a while. I sent a thank you message later on, just to showed some manner. He replied. 

Then we talked about many things during the way home. I knew I was hooked. He's a totally an unbelievably good listener. I thought he was perfect. Too perfect to be true. 

I REMEMBER OUR FIRST DATE
He asked where he could find a health sandals for his mom. I told him, he seemed confuse. So I offered to accompanied him. Then we watched MIB 2. He spent the whole movie by making sure whether or not I'm comfortable and trying keep me warm because the theater was too cold.  We never found the sandals by the way, until our first anniversary passed. lol

I SAW HIS FLAWS. MADE ME FALL EVEN DEEPER.
Didn't blow out the fire at all.  It means he is real human. Which is a good fact because nobody's perfect. And it turned even better, we learned to team up.  I feel like we really meant together.

FORGIVE AND GIVE. FORGET AND GET.
He supports me about work, life, and everything. He never pushed me to do something I don't like. He convinced me to pursue my dreams. Forgive my mistakes and give me another chance. Never bring up my mistakes when he's angry, always study me, and strengthen me. Brings the light in my darkest night, and a shelter in the storm. Never spoiled me with high rated promises, but willing to do anything to keep me safe and happy. Working hard so we can build our future brightly, and help me with anything he could. Deal with my mood and trying his best to make my day. Accept me for who I am, and still find me adorable. And after all the things he did, it made my wanted to be a better person. Not because he wanted me to, but because I felt he deserved a better me. 

He is the one I wanted to end up with. He is the one I want to share my life with. He is the one I want to grow old with. And he is the one I want whom my kids call as "dad". 

In the end, a wedding is just a wedding. That only lasts one day. The most important point is the one you marry and the life after the wedding. Sooner or later it all will past. But dear, please still love me when I turn into a bridezilla. 

A happy song

Ahoy, readers! Are you still there?

Life's so busy yet happier lately. :)
Yup, happier than ever. Literally, life is never been better.

After been in a relationship for months, (have i introduce him to you? i forgot. :p) I feel fully satisfied. Yay! Yes, I've found my perfect match! Finally!

I dont know this is just a butterfly effect or somewhat. I dont care anyway. I feel good. *big grin*
Do you know how it feels like, when there's someone out there who will fight for anything just to see your smile? Someone whom you can trust and lean on, anywhere and anytime. Someone who makes you want to be a better person even he never ask you to. The one who can laugh with you in sorrow and bring sun light in darkness. Makes you feel the most precious thing in the world. Be your favorite partner in crime, and be your favorite pillow as well. :p

Yes, you're right. I'm in love! Never thought it would be this much. :)
Hopefully, this will never change.

For better or worse. *cheers*

Another big step

Heyho Readers,
Sorry for no post in a long long long time. :p
*well, i know maybe no one read my blog anymore. lol*

Anyway, many things to catch up and I don't know where to start.
After been a long journey and fights, me and Antz decided to continue our lives separatedly.
Yes, it's been more than 2 years. It wasn't easy for us. Every one had been struggling a lot.
Until the day I realized there's no more reason to stand still, and after looking for it in months, I was still have no reason to stay. I was in doubt and have no one to hold.
So I asked him, trying to seek any sparks that might be left, but I didn't find anything. Yeah, it was natural, since we had a long term relationship already. I tried to sort some things beetwen us and apparently for him, this was just a small shit. I was too exaggerate.
I didn't blame him. It wasn't his fault. Maybe I was too busy and he was too bored.
I knew we have many differences, we live in different worlds, and we have different point of views.
We thought everything's gonna be fine, as long as we want it to be fine. Yeah, it was a bad idea.
To be honest, he has some positive side which could balancing my clumsiness and somewhat brought me to a higher level of maturity. Even sometimes it became irritating for me, but I knew it was for my own good, so I let him mad at me for some reasons. Hahahaha.
Without any purpose of remembering him, I am telling you, we had a good time. For the good, for the bad. Thanks for being you. I have nothing to regret.
I don't what else to say, but for sure, I guarantee we broke up not by third party. It's pure from me. It's not his fault, we were fail to cooperate, so it was our mistake. Let's don't fall into the same hole.

And again, as I said before, for the laughters and tears we've been through. *cheers* :)

Uang 2 milyar. Buat apa?

Hey people! Sorry for long time no post. 
I've been so busy that almost lack of time to do some posting here. :(
Fortunately I still have some time to do blogging at my another blog . :D


Sebuah berita yang menggelitik saya hari ini: 
"DPR mengajukan dana 2 milyar untuk perbaikan toilet gedung DPR. " 


Seriously, membaca kalimat ini bahkan membuat saya ingin tertawa. 
Saya tidak mengada-ada soal berita ini. Kalian bisa googling, atau silakan buka link ini sebagai salah satu contoh berita di media. 


Bagaimana bisa untuk perbaikan toilet saja menghabiskan uang 2 milyar. Kenapa tidak digunakan untuk perbaikan kualitas hidup masyarakat Indonesia? Indonesia bukan hanya sebatas komplek gedung DPR loh. Masih banyak yang lebih perlu diperhatikan daripada toilet gedung DPR. Bukan tidak boleh memperbaiki toilet, tapi ya kira-kiralah ya. 2 milayr bisa berarti banyak untuk masyarakat. 2 milayr bisa digunakan untuk memberikan pendidikan bagi lebih dari 2ribu anak kurang mampu. Atau bisa juga untuk memberi makan jutaan masyarakat papua. Bisa juga untuk perbaikan bus TransJakarta. Dan masih banyak pilihan hal lain yang menurut saya lebih penting dibandingkan toilet mewah. 


Saya jadi terpikir, jika saya tiba-tiba mendapatkan uang 2 milyar, kira-kira apa saja yang saya lakukan ya? 


1. Ke Paris dan keliling Eropa. 
Estimated Budget : 300 juta sekeluarga.
Alasan: Sejak dulu memang saya sangat suka dengan Paris dan kota-kota di Eropa lainnya. Terkesan romantis dan bersejarah. Terlebih lagi, kehidupan yang berbeda dengan Indonesia, sehingga saya sangat ingin melihat dan merasakan perbedaannya. 


2. Beli dapur dengan alat-alat masak yang lengkap 
Estimated budget: 200 juta
Alasan : Mama saya pintar masak dan membuat kue. Saya juga suka membuat kue. Dapur yg luar dengan alat masak yang lengkap adalah idaman kami. :)


3. Membangun panti asuhan
Estimated Budget: 500 juta
Alasan : Saya sangat suka dengan anak-anak. Di sisi lain, banyak sekali anak terlantar. Banyak juga perdagangan anak dan lain sebagainya. Kalau saya yang buka panti asuhan, saya bisa memastikan mereka tidak jatuh ke tangan orang yang tidak bertanggungjawab. 


4. Membangun bisnis (cafe atau restaurant would be nice)
Estimated Budget : 1 Milyar
Alasan: Buat apa uang banyak kalau tidak diinvestasikan? Since memang saya suka makan, bisnis macam ini sangat cocok untuk saya. Tidak perlu yang besar dan mewah, cukup yang sedang-sedang saja. Untuk tempat, lebih baik jika beli saja, bukan sewa. Sehingga tidak perlu khawatir untuk membayar sewa, dan harga tanah selalu naik. Investasinya jadi dobel kan. :)


Dengan demikian, habislah 2 milyar di tangan saya. Saya cukup puas. Setidaknya, menurut saya, hal-hal di atas lebih bermanfaat dan bermakna daripada untuk sebuah toilet mewah. 






Cheers,

quick post!

it's a quick post.

it's been more than 1 month since i mentioned that i work for disdus . i guess it's pretty good to work here. i made new friends, and homey office is really my type. :p

my probation had finished, but i still work as part timer. well, not a big deal. i still have to finish my study.hehe.

Anyway, since today, disdus is officially become a part of groupon. Groupon is the biggest group buying site in the world. Meeeen, i'm so proud. Well, it happened not because of me, but hey, i am part of it! :p

Since the system has been change, now my duty has been changed too. I'm no longer a tele marketing.wohoo! I'm a office marketing now. hahaha. Well, pretty much better for me, i guess. I do research, I do analyze, I do make plan. Wish me a goodluck then.

http://techcrunch.com/2011/04/06/groupon-acquires-indonesian-group-buying-site-disdus/

AH, i go to go. I have assignment to do. :(

See u asap!

Hey, dont forget to check my another blog here . :D

21.02.2011

heyho! today i started my college holiday. And it feels like NO HOLIDAY. hahaha

I joined a short semester class for 2 weeks, and started from today, i work at disdus.com .

well, i still in probation period for 1 month. but just wish me luck.hehe. as my duty is looking for client, so if you have a merchant that wants to be promoted, just let me know please. :)

it's free, u know. so you dont have to pay us. seriously.hihi.

well, my short semester looks a bit better. i got a nice lecture, but the bad thing is i got afternoon class. -____-

eniwei, please pray for me. i join this short semester in order to upgrade my score which, i think, is too bad. so please please please. if i dont get better score, it means it is useless for me to pay 400K IDR, and go to campus in holiday period. :(

happy valentine's day everybodyyyy!

#cumaditarq2

tonight, my twitter timeline is full of #cumaditarq2 and #cumadiLSPR .

makes me kinda miss high school!! aaaaaa. :D

i admit that i was a bit reckless and got a lot of punishment, but i enjoyed it.

seriously. moreover when i was on 3rd grade, and realize that was my last year there, i really have fun with all the punishments given to me. hahaha.

well, just to share, here is 12 things #cumaditarq2 that make me like "been-there-buddy-but-thats-so-fun-yet-so-funny" and also many other SUPERB memoirs :

1. di tarq ada yg namanya carolus day (ultah yayasan), dan suatu kali, d rayakan dgn lomba per kelas gitu, dan lombanya adalah : makan indomie 2 baskom gede, es krim campina 5 liter, 2 pak wafer tango, dan 1 galon aqua. bgini penjelasannya: indomie emang enak, tapi ngga banget kalo 2 baskom full. selain rasanya aneh,aduknya jg susah ratanya, dan ngeliatnya aja uda bikin kenyang. true story. trs es krim emang asik, tp kalo d sodorin sbyk 5 liter stlh makan indomie sgtu buanyaknya sih ajegile namanya. mana campina kan creamy tuh ye. dan aquanya juga bermasalah. plis banget, literally 1 galon aqua. tanpa gelas atopun waterpump nya. gimana cara minumnya??? d tuang k mulut dnx. bayangkan gimana rempongnya nuangin galon k mulut2 anak2?hahahaha. yg lumayan sih karna anak kelas gw ada yg bw botol minum, so ada sbagian yg d tuang k botol minum dl.nyehehehe

2. telat dateng? hukumannya naek turun tangga. yeah, ini terjadi kalo yg piket adalah guru olahraga. Jumlah bolak balik naek turun tangganya bdasarkan brp x telat. kalo baru pertama x telat, brati 5x, kalo 2x brati 10x, dst. dan ga bisa nipu. serius deh. ini guru punya cara jitu buat tw kita nipu apa ga. dan kalo ktauan nipu, brati itungannya akan d reset dr awal. hayoloooh.

P.S. abis ini lgsg pegel2 semua kakinya

3. ada hukuman yg bernama OBL. apa itu? Operasi Bersih Lingkungan. caranya? bersihin semua tong sampah d sluruh skolah. EUWWWWW. yucky!!! bayangin aja. slama istirahat, berbagai macam makanan yg berkuah, berbau, pokoknya bersampah, d buang d tong sampah, dan menjadi satu. gimana hasilnya? berikut menurut pengalaman saya: BAU, JIJIK, JOROK, BIKIN MUNTAH, BIKIN PENGEN MANDI. tapi tetep ga bikin kapok. oops! :p

4. d tarq 2 itu ada 2 kantin. 1 kantin yg biasa, d dalem gt. sama 1 lg d blkg skolah, ada para penjual keliling yg pake gerobakan gt, berkumpul bareng. dan salah satu nya ada ibu2 jualan bakmi, yg latah. dan latahnya ga jauh2 dr bahasa taman lawang, sampe2 disebut bakmi butot.hauhahaha. dan yg ada, malah d kagetin mulu sama anak2.hahahha. tabah ya buuuu.hahaha.

5. since letak skolahannya d sbrg megamol, tw dnx kmana murid2 kalo ga ada d kelas?hahaha. selain itu, tempat lainnya adalah makanan2 d pluit dan sekitarnya. pernah suatu hari, gw pengen karaoke nih brg tmn2. d megamol ada nav kan tu,tp bukanya jm 12, dan wktu itu blm jm 12. akhirnya kita nyobain aishiteru, tmpt karaoke dan lounge gt d dkt skolah. pas dtg, mbak2nya ky bingung gt. trs udah tu yah, pas bsknya, sdara gw nanya, 'eh lu kalo dr skolah, maennya kmana aja?' trs gw ceritain lah gw karaoke kmrn bla bla bla. dan gw blg d sana payah, lagunya ga lengkap. dan sdara gw blg 'eh lu gila ya? jelas aja ga lengkap. itu bukan tempat karaoke biasa dodol. itu tmpt karaoke plus plus. bs pesen LC d sana. itu kan tempatnya om2 gituuu!', dan saya tercekat saudara2. well, it explained why itu mbak2 melihat kami dgn tatapan aneh.hahahaha

6. nah, pernah nih, kan gw dl kalo pulang sama 1 tmn gw yg rmhnya deket gw d cengkareng. trs ceritanya lg jaman2nya fitnes nih. eh d palem, buka tempat fitnes baru, namanya Del*a. since gw dan temen gw ga tw apa2, dan asal liat itu tmpt fitnes, kita pikir, asik jg bih kalo fitnesnya d dkt rumah. so, pulang skolah kita mampirlah k sana. pas turun dari mobil, seluruh tatapan mengarah pada kami. tp kami pede2 aja lah ya. trs masuk nih k dlm. trs nanya ma mbak resepsionis. dan pas kita nanya, mbaknya dengan senyum manis menjawab 'maaf ya dek, ini tempat fitnes dan spa khusus pria." DHARRR! ternyata mbaknya bukan tersenyum manis. tp ketawa ngeledek. -____________-' lgsg deh kita sok2an gt blg mau nanya2 buat kakak.huahahahahaha

7. ceritanya nih jaman SMA gw ga pernah naek bajaj. trs berhubungan dgn cerita no.5, gw pernah jg k pantai mutiara, buat makan d sport clubnya. peginya sih niat loh. jalan kaki. karna ceritanya lg ga ada mobil. trs pas mau pulang, tmn skelas gw ada yg sms blg kalo gw and the genk d cariin guru. lgsg lah kita mau buru2 gt deh. dan ternyata ada bajaj nganggur tuh. lgsg lah kita tanya abangnya brp tarifnya buat k tarq. Kita b6, dan abangnya pasang harga 6rb. kita blg ogah. toh cm lurus doank dan deket.kita nawar 4rb. dan ga d kasih. trs yauda kita mau jalan kaki aja gt, trs abangnya blg, yauda seorg 1rb aja neng. trs lgsg pada mau. dan jadilah kita empet2an b6 d dlm bajaj ampe pangku2an. dan ga lupa, FOTO! teteup ye.hahahaha. Pas sampe d skolah, ternyata uda ganti pelajaran, jadilah kita santai2 aja, dan duduk2 d pinggir lapangan. dan baru sadar, kalo kita td bayar bajaj, 1 org 1rb, brati kita bayar 6rb dnx. yaaah, d bego2in abang bajaj deh.hahahaha.

8. alkisah namanya jg anak skolah ya, suka madol. yg kasian sih gw yg jd sekretarisnya. kerjaannya ngeboong mulu. bgtu ada anak tmn yg ga masuk, lgsg kuarin perangkat perang : pulpen dan kertas. bikin surat ijin.hahahaha. sampe akhirnya stengah kelas, suratnya gw yg bikin. -___-' hahahaha. dan ceritanya d skolah gw itu, kalo mau ijin pulang, harus tepon ortu, trs guru piketnya ngmg sama ortu kita gt. nah yg namanya anak skolah kan kreatip ya, jdlah temen2 gw ganti nama gw d hp mreka menjadi 'MAMI' , dan saat guru piket suruh tepon ortu, mreka tepon gw. dan sketika itu jg gw jd emak2nya mereka. -____-'

herannya, entah blaga ga tw ato emang ga tw, guru2 itu koq tetep kasih2 aja ya, pdhl ampir stg kelas, suara emaknya sama semua, yaitu gw.hahahaha

9. ada lg nih. ceritanya gw lg bolos kelas bersama kawan2 tercinta, buat makan soto d blkg skolah. dan kyya emang uda nasib sial aja, eh pas ada guru killer yg lewat dan ngeliat kita.-___-'

since ibu guru itu terkenal akan kekejamannya thd murid wanita, kita uda pikir, matilah kita. Kan gw pginya b6 tuh, eh yg dia inget cm 2. gw sama 1 lg si jege. yaudalah kita d pgl guru piket. trs kita mati2an blg kita cm b2, yg 4 lg anak skolah luar bla bla bla. pknya ngarang sengarang2nya. dan akhirnya temen2 gw ngaku sendiri. sumpah gw ga sebut nama2 mereka, mereka yg dateng ngaku sendiri.hahaha. trs krna itu, gw dan si jege d anggp telah membohongi guru piket dan d ancam point sebesar 50, which means gw lgsg kena SP3 karna point gw sblmnya udah lebih dr 25. trs kita rayu2 bapaknya gt.hahahaha. trs bapaknya ky bodo amat gt. dan untung wali kelas gw kynya uda maklum banget sama kita, dia kynya bantuin kita gt. so gw ga tw jumlah akhir point gw brp, yg pasti, gw blm d DO dr skolahan, pdhl seharusnya point gw uda lewat dr 100.hahaha. anyway, balik pas tmn2 abis ngaku kalo mreka bolos bareng buat makan soto. akhirnya besok paginya kami semua d suruh masuk k ruang wakil kepala skolah kesiswaan, dan nunggu d situ. anehnya, semua guru sibuk ngajar, nilai, bikin ini itu. kita mah santai2 d sana. adem, ada sofa, bs tidur2an, dan d tinggalnya bukan cm 1 jam, tp dari jem pagi ampe siang.so, kita bs maen2 d sana, ngerumpi, tidur, ngegosip. pknya lebih santai daripada d kelas.hahaha. dan ajaibnya, 1 temen gw kuar, dan hr itu yg piket adalah guru geografi gw yg killer dan geje. dan kita semua ga ada yg ngerti sama apa yg dia ajarin d kelas. trs tmn gw itu pas ktmu dia, d tny gt knp kita d sana bla bla bla. trs no wonder how, tb2 tmn gw masuk k ruang wakasek tmpt kita lg duduk, dan kasih tw kita semua kunci jawaban buat ulangan besok!!!!!! serius deh. dan berkat ini, kami semua dapet nilai nyaris 100 besoknya!hahahahahaha. itu pun gr2 kita ga enak kalo kita dapet 100, jd ada bbrp nomor yg sngaja kita salahin.hahahaha. trs kan ada remedial tuh buat yg nilainya jelek, yg ga remed, boleh kuar kelas. jadilah gw 1 genk kuar kelas, dan since lg males jauh2, akhirnya kami duduk2 aja tuh d dpn kelas gt. trs guru seni gw lewat dan nanya 'eh kalian koq ga masuk kelas? bolos lg ya?' dan dengan bangganya kami menjawab 'ngga dnx pak. d kelas lg pada remed, kami ga remed pak.hahaha'. Gw yakin guru gw ini pasti sbnrnya syok dgrnya.hahahaha. dan dia blg 'oh kalian ternyata nakal2, berprestasi jg yaa.'hahahahahaha. dan semenjak itulah kami menyebut genk kami The Berprestasi.huahahahahahaha

10. nah x ini ceritanya lomba buat acara valentine. seluruh kelas harus berpartisipasi. dan seriously, anak muda sangat kreatif soal ini. acaranya d laksanakan d lapangan. dan para pesertanya melakukan adegan2 yg yahud nan ajubile. ada yg lari2 keliling lapangan sambil bawa2 kertas bertuliskan i love u. ada yg baca puisi sambil jungkir balik. dan yg plg bikin cengo adalah, seorg temen skelas gw, yg ikutan lomba karna d paksa 1 kelas, dan tw2 maen d suruh maju aja. jd dia ky ga ada persiapan gt. alhasil, dia tb2 naek atas menara penampungan aer, d pinggir lapangan ada ky galon penampungan aer yg gede warna oren itu loh, kan ada ky menaranya yg dari besi gt. nah dia naek k situ tuh. trs tereak2 ky tarsan. trs baca puisi buat seorg temen gw yg anaknya lucu banget. cewe, kecil, polos, bawel, dan sweet banget deh anaknya. eh d jadiin korban loh.hahahaha. d sebut2 gt namanya. trs puisinya jijiknya stg mati.hahahaha. pake d sambung2in sama fisika, kimia, olahraga, geografi, pknya semua pelajaran. i can't believe gw berteman sama org gila.hahahahaha

11. guru akun kami adalah penggila MU. pknya semua serba viva MU. jd yg paling nyambung ngbrl sama dia adalah para cowo2 yg jelas ngerti bgt soal bola. lucunya, asal dia mulai marah, ato mulai ga jelas, kita tinggal blg 'ah MU payah', dan pelajaran pun akan seketika topik pun berubah mjd bola.hahahahaha. dan since saat itu david beckham adalah pemain MU, guru gw ini pernah bawa poster david beckham dan suruh kami hormat dnx. -______-'hahahaha

12. asiknya,kalo menang class meeting, hadiahnya adalan makanan sekardus. seriously. itu isinya berjubel2 makanan yg bs d bagiin sekelas. dari permen, chiki, chitos, ampe pringles jg ada. kadang2 ada fruit tea, coke berliter2. asoy dah pknya.hahahaha

5 things men should know and do.

heyho fellas!

long time no see. :)

a lot of craps happen lately. as i am in a rest week before final test now, i spent my 2 last 2 days to think and think and think. WHY?

well, i got a super big disappointment. and i'm still like why-did-u-do-this-to-me.

i still don't get it.

i am not the best person in the world, but at least i know what's wrong and what's right. and i know the standard of being good, so i am trying to achieve it.

well, i am not about curcol.-ing. so i just want u GUYS to know about some things u SHOULD know about women.

1. Grow up, dude. women HATE boys. women LOVE a man. so be a man! act like a man.

2. Fight for her. U shouldn't let her fight for herself in front of people,and makes u look like a dumbass by only watching beside her.

3. Make ur plan, buddy! if u want to take her to the next level of relationship, u don't prepare to take her to undetermined target, do you? Women love assured future live. at least make it looks u have a good future, and at least U TRY and WORK HARD to get a good future.

4. Your richness is NOTHING. Your work hard is GREAT THING. so work harder and show us you deserve us.

5. Comforting ur woman is ur job. u don't want anybody else do it for her, do you? if u cannot, at least TRY it. if you fail, TRY EVEN HARDER until u get it. that's ur job, buddy. If u can't find a way, means can't handle her. forever.

24.10.10

yeah! happy 21st birthday to me!

i really didn't hope for something special on my birthday. my wish is live happily ever after, which is impossible, so in the other words, i don't have any real wish.

as i grow older, many of my perspectives changed.

i don't a perfect wedding anymore. (well,maybe it's too soon to wishing such like this but believe me, almost every girl in the world wish for it.)

i don't want a perfect wedding. i want a perfect marriage with a perfect partner, not a perfect person. :))

birthday wish list

birthday wish list for this year:

1. ...............

2. ..............

3. ..............

this year i don't want anything. i don't even want the birthday itself. may i skip it?

Friends

heyho! lately i'm busy watching friends. alright. call me old school, but i love watching them.;)

it's a kind of easy watching movie, funny, and TRUE.hahahaha

they just played daily routine and daily jokes, yet nancep karna what they say are true sometimes.

for example:

the one Monica says a man planned his wedding for a month and a woman planned her wedding since she was 5 years old. Damn true cuuuy!

i thought that was only me who is weird. but since i figured out that every girl did that kind of thing, then i got myself normal.AHA! ;)

and there're still many more.

so i think watching this serial movie is such a sweet escape for me. :)

hey you! have you watched?

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

1. smell good

2. sexy food

3. good movie

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

1. smell bad

2. boring talk/chessy/no-humor-sense

3. show off

4. geje

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

1. mom

2. ciput (gausa geer!)

3. gembulatos

4. may i just write friends here?

5. .........

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

1. shouted at my mom.

2. be so jealousy to my boyfriend

3. didn't start any good business since high school (biar skrg uda sukses.hahaha)

4. failed in school

5. had a boyfriend just for escapement.

6. careless so i lost a lot of things. -__-

sorry long time no update, i forgot i have many things to do. ;p

future job

heyho!

i watched Julie & Julia today. have you watched it? it's such a good movie. :)

after saw Julia who tried so hard so her book could be published and Julie who did cook for 365 days and 524 recipes, i'm just thinking what i'll do in the future yah?

my passion is try new thing and i don't like work under pressure. so what kind of job could fit me? ya ngga ada lah. mana ada kerjaan yg ga ada target dan deadline.

abisnya saya aneh sih. kalo lg suka sama jait2, ya bs serius banget ngejait2, kalo lg suka foto ya ikut hunting sana sini. kalo lg suka masak ya cari2 resep trs bkin. and the most important one is : saya ga jago dgn smua itu. cuma skedar suka, tp boro2 jago. cm coba2 aja. kalo sukses ya puas. abs itu udah. that's it.

omagaaaa! what's wrong with me sih?

all i love to do is such non-commercial thing. ya bukannya itu ga bagus, tp everything need money kan. mgkn skrg blm perlu2 amat, tp i believe one day i'll have to earn money by myself.

should i do the job i dislike to do?

oh plis banget jangan sampe. ngerjain yg d sukain aja bs ampe stg mati, apalagi yg ga d sukain. suicide itu namanya.

oh i know! what i love to do and never be bored of it: EATING. dang! -___-

kalo saya pakar kesehatan atau chef cantik atau sosialita yg suka makan atau pelawak yg lucu, mgkn saya bs punya acara tv yg isinya makan terus. but who am i gitu loh. hahaha.

i have no idea.

so if you have any suggestion what kind of thing i could do in my future, please feel free to let me know. i really need your suggestion. thank you. :D

Day four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

1. what would i be in 5 years from now?

2. will i have cute or naughty children?

3. when will i be slim?

4. what should i do to have a lot of money without hard working?hahaha

5. what will my wedding day be like?

6. hey,i dont need and i dont like this subject, can i skip it?

7. why parents proud when their children doing house-keeping works?

one nice poem.

One look
One smile
One touch
One embrace
One kiss
One love
Two people
Two minds
Two souls
Two destinies
One road
One journey
One ending
Together.

- Melissa Higgins -

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

as i was absent for some days, so i made it up today. :)

Eight ways to win my heart : (omg. somebody win it already, so is this still important to do?ahahaha)

1. do everything with your heart. not your emotion or ego.

2. FOOD. of course. before win my heart, you have to win my tummy first. ;p

3. bring me great times and laughter.

4. but be there when i am down.

5. do something make me realize it's wrong if we're not together.

6. DON'T EVER bring me animal or something bloody.

7. be sweet! but keep it just for us.

8. be nice to me, my family, and my friends.